Centered

Today I took a walk on the beach just at sunset. It was so relaxing to just go my favorite place and play in the sand and water and enjoy the sun setting. Through out the last few months I have felt completely off balance. Being at the beach I always find myself centered. I love that feeling.

I have been thinking this for at least a few days maybe even a few weeks. I have found my grounding again. It's kind of like building a home. The cornerstone is one of the greatest parts of its foundation. It hold everything in place and keeps it stable. Putting God back as my cornerstone has really helped in all of this.

There is a line at the end of the movie "When Harry Met Sally" that I love. It talks about when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want it to start as soon as possible. Believe it or not, I have not found that special someone. But in a way I have found happiness. Being in a world that was so dark and twisty for so long and coming out of it is like becoming a whole new person. I feel more alive and energetic. I am excited and adventurous again. I am ready for life to begin and this time I am NOT waiting for it to come to me. I want my life to start as soon as possible.

I guess when you realize that your whole world isn't as bad as it seemed you are ready to start enjoying every little thing. Even if that little thing is getting out of work and hour early so you can see the sun set over the beach.